Don't really know why I am writing this post.... I am really sorry if anyone actually reads this blog as it is literally just my random, jumbled, confused, messed up ramblings! I'm sitting on my bed in my room in Leeds.
I had SUCH a stressful day yesterday trying to sort my work out...turnitin (the online submitting process that my university uses) was being an absolute nightmare and I got myself in a complete tizz. Luckily my stuff was submitted and done so thats good! I got asked to do a presentation at a University conference for postgraduates next year about gender violence (my dissertation subject)! Really exciting and touching to have been asked.
Heading off to London for a 'weekend getaway' with my pal Eliza. Will be really nice just to escape for a while... I know it sounds weird since I've only been back for a week but it has been very intense what with work and the severe lack of people living in my house now. At least I know that next week I will be extremely productive and sort my life out... I hope!
I'm so silly, I stress out about the most ridiculous things ever- have been having wee panic attacks all day about so many different things- summer plans, internships, module enrolment, life generally! I guess that is why I am writing here, I find it really soothing just to be able to write everything out, its a way that I can say how I am feeling without worrying that people will judge me. (Please don't judge me I am not a pyscho I promise!).
It was my little brother's first day of GCSE exams today. How crazy is that?! It feels like only last week that I was sitting them! I know you're going to think that I am complete freak when I say this but I loved GCSE year... it was so much fun! I mean, the work sucked but it was when I suddenly started to feel like I was finally growing up. Thats another weird thing, I have always wanted to grow up- be older than I am. Weird eh?!
